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Thursday, December 16, 2010

Friends' day out :D

Well, this is just a quick update.
Today I had a great day with my class! So, we went to Elos for watching movie together. And we watched.........
The Chronicles of Narnia: The Voyage and The Dawn Treader

The movie was superrr great! (y) The story was thrilling and exhilarating and Skandar Keynes was freakin awesome! I mean, who doesn't like Edmund? He's super duper cute ♥
Edmund Pevensie from The Chronicles  of Narnia: Prince Caspian

After movies, we had lunch and had so much laugh. Then.....got home. Huh, too tired to tell about the details. Going to watch The Bachelor~~ night :D


Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Bad mood

Kesel.

Kenapa kesel? Kenapa tiba-tiba males? Kenapa gue gampang sekali bad mood? Uh -______- derita banget sih orang moody, gini-gini aja jadi masalah. Gua ga pundungan, cuma ya.........ish kesel banget tau ah, ga suka digituin .... :( males semales-malesnya. Sok banget sih dasar orang ter-sok-penting sedunia.Gue udah ga mikirin gengsi lagi kali kaya gitu, eh elu nya ga ngehargain.

Ah tau ah ngeselin, pergi aja sana ilang di gunung. eh tapi......



.........jangan deh.
Live your own life ya, I'm living mine as well.

Saturday, December 11, 2010

Sam Evans♥

Oh well...., I know one thing that pops in your mind when you read it; Who-is-he?
Mmmmm this is the guy I've been so crazy about this week. The new kid on Glee which makes his first appearance on episode 'Audition', singing Billionaire with the glee guys. He has huge mouth (Puck said this), cute face, adorable laughter, blond hair, and.....something that makes him sort of charming ;p and definitely super voice (y)

Well take a look at these pictures below.

His real name is Chord Overstreet. Sounds like words instead of name, rite? He's 21 years old and plays a role as Sam Evans. A new transferred kid who joins the football team and becomes the temporary quarterback. At first, he was afraid that joining Glee club will ruin his reputation but then changed his mind after Finn forced him to. Kurt thought that Sam dyes his hair and assuming he's gay. Later Kurt asked Sam to team up with him for the duet competition. Sam said yes but Finn protest. He said that singing with Kurt will ruin Sam's rep. Sam said that Kurt is nice and he had no problems with gay dude. Once he walked away, he got slusheed.

Quinn saw it and she helped him cleaning his face. At that moment, Sam fell in love with Quinn's pretty eyes and thought she's very nice. He tried to seduce Quinn with some jokes but left her unimpressed. The next day Kurt back off, telling Sam that he's not talented enough to team up with him. Later Sam asked Quinn to be his duet partner. When they were practicing, Sam tried to kiss Quinn which upset her and refused to sing with Sam. On the other side, Rachel and Finn are eager to lose the competition and they want Sam to win. Finn force Sam to fight for Quinn while Rachel tells Quinn that singing with Sam is her only shot to rehabilitate her image. Sam told Quinn that she might have to wear glasses to hide her pretty eyes whenever they're together, and re-asked her to sing together which she finally approved. They later sing Lucky....

....which leads them winning the duet competition of which prize is free ticket for dinner at Breadstix. Quinn told Sam that it was so not a date but during the time, she refused to use the free tickets, telling Sam that he should be paying because a gentleman always pays on first date. uuuuuuuuu verrrry sweet right :3


So the two of them began dating. There are some sweet scenes and one quarrel of which cause is Sam saying his football couch's name when they were making out. At the episode 'Furt' Sam asked Quinn to be his girlfriend which freaked Quinn out because he used ring and get down on his knees like a proposing scene. Quinn refused but telling Sam that the answer is a maybe instead of no. Sam didn't give up, he then jumped into a beatdown with Karoffsky in order to back up Kurt, leaving a bruise over his left eye.

On Burt & Carole's wedding, he spent lots of time fooling around with Quinn. They had each other arms, danced together, sing together, and.......so. The next day Quinn comes to him, giving a medicine that can help his bruise and telling him that she was very proud of what Sam did for Kurt.
Q: I've been thinking a lot about what you did forr Kurt, it made a real impact.
S: I thought the only impact that was made was Karoffsky's fist impacting my face
Q: You saw what Finn did at the wedding, that was because of you
S: *chuckling*
Q: You've been talking this whole time and you haven't even noticed that I'm wearing your ring
S: ........how do you get that?
Q: I broke into your locker, I've always been really handy with the nail file
S: Really? *huge big smile*
Q: Mmm hmm *blushing then leave*
S: *Jumping for joy*

Soooo, what do you think? :3
Ah I don't care, I definitely am in love with this guy ♥♥

Friday, December 10, 2010

Randoms

Huh. First, lemme say Alhamdulillah because the crazy week is finally over and so far, my results are quite satisfying.

Minggu ini seharusnya jadi waktu bebas tapi sayang masih banyaaaaak banget hal-hal yang harus dikerjain. Lomba fisika, KTI PLH, Olim mate, dan remedial ulangan-ulangan harian. Taaaapi gue pengen banget main sama temen-temen! Udah banyak banget waktu yg kepake buat urusan sekolah dan pengennya waktu kosong kaya gini tuh dimanfaatin buat seneng-seneng. Kmrn baru aja nonton bareng sama ipa 3, tapi mau lagi kalo bisa ramean semua ikuuuuut :D terus pengen reuni sama X-1, si mita pengen ke rumah, mau jalan-jalan sama mita uji ciko, pengen ketawa-ketawa puas sama anak-anak quin, pengen cerita-cerita sama andre agung lanang, mau main sama assa della oji baba soraya, mau nostalgia sama dimaas, terus nonton dvd bajakan sama salsa, kangen banget dengerin cerita si Aldo, ih banyaaaaak banget deh maunya. Bales dendam banget hahaha n___n

Terus sebentar lagi 24 Desember which means...... I'm gonna turn 16!!!!! Agak telat ya sepertinya berhubung udah banyak yang 17taun hahaha dan taun ini, seperti biasa ulang taunnya mepet bagi rapot. Kali ini gue cukup optimis sama nilai rapot karena rasanya semester ini udah kerja keras abis-abisan. Makanyaaa pengen banget minta sesuatu, tapi apa yaaaa? Kmrn tuh perasaan ada yg lagi gua pengen tapinya lupa u_u Biasanya gua ga pernah minta sesuatu gituu, palingan ya yg enteng-enteng kaya minta baju, sweater, tas, sepatu, ya gitu-gitu aja bukan something yang wah untuk hadiah ulang tahun. Yaaah semoga nanti ada inspirasi nya deh hahaha

Oh ya nah gue mabok glee lagi untuk kesekian kalinya hahahaha glee season 2 loh ;p gamau cerita ah udah sampe berbusa ngomongin glee sama ciko hahaha

Monday, November 22, 2010

.

Bukan sikap lo yang nyebelin, super cuek, dan ga jelas, tapi sikap lo yang baik, perhatian, dan humoris yang jadi masalah.

Friday, November 19, 2010

Mind breaks

Just opened my twitter account and read these:
"Alasan klasik n konyol prestasi menurun krna masalah cinta. Mending ga usah urusan sama itu kalo blm bs handle n itu ngerusak hidup lo"
"Geli banget sama anak2 jaman sekarang yang dewasa sebelum waktunya"

At first, they annoyed me so much because I was in that random feeling which is so-called galau. But then I realized that those tweets may have a point, just take me back to my reality. I'm not a child but not a grown-up yet. So what do people call us? Teenagers? I don't know, maybe we're in between. We're always in between. Between the true or false, the good or bad, the reality or dreams, and so on.


Certainly, I'm in between, whether to follow my mind or my heart. I know that heart speaks the truth, but when my heart is broken, which pieces should I follow? Kinda......confusing. I do know that broken heart is not a big deal. I mean, it is, but it happens. People have it and move on, so why can't I? Talking is easy, so is giving advices. But when it comes to myself, I really can't hear myself think. Between the noise I hear and the sounds I like.......






.......Feeling so unstable. Labile. Fragile. Know that's true but frankly saying, I heat when people say so. They don't even know my heart, and I would never share it either.



Sometimes, in this kind of situation, there's always a little part in the corners of my mind which miss the old time. Like..., want to go back to the time when I couldn't feel any heartache. Because I completely understand that the scar on a kid's knee will heal faster than my heart-break.


I ask to God for strength, patience, and sincerity in my every prayers.
I try to face my every problems as mature as I can. But on some night, when my tears cannot be held back, I just got.....weak. Weaker and weaker than ever. Telling myself to calm down is simple, but practically, I'm no more than a 15 y.o. girl.


Well....let's just see how long I can bear it all, and how long I could cure this feeling.

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Way back into reality

I am so dead today. Physically and mentally tired.

So, I was in the middle of something when my teacher call my name. She gave me the result of the tests I took the previous week. When I got them in my hand, I felt so happy. Happier than ever!!! Never thought that physics would amuse me this much.

Then I thought about everything.

My heart was just broken and the two things that really work on me are only friendships and academic achievement. Firstly, I'm never a geek. Instead I'm a really talk-active. I love to make friends with people, no matter boys or girls. I love to talk, share my stories with them, laugh, and so much others. That's why I've never been so lonely.

Now, I feel like friends are the best place to lean on especially when I'm in this kind of mess.
So I'm gonna change my focus into something that's really works; school. Wanna get great scores and make my parents proud of having me.


And one more reason, to show the one who breaks my heart that I can be the best of me without him (y)

Monday, November 15, 2010

Missing the old me

I wish I can be my old me.
I thought, my life was mush easier that time.
I have super best friends who always share so much laughters with me.
I have a lot of funny stories to tell, and we laugh together.

Now, my friends are still there.
The difference is on the things I tell them.
They're no longer funny stories.
More to those sad feelings, scary speculation, and painful evidence.


Hhhh.........
I feel so fragile lately.



Really need to move on quickly, rebuild my life, and neutralize my feelings for him.
Wish me a great luck ;;)