Missing the old me

I wish I can be my old me.
I thought, my life was mush easier that time.
I have super best friends who always share so much laughters with me.
I have a lot of funny stories to tell, and we laugh together.

Now, my friends are still there.
The difference is on the things I tell them.
They're no longer funny stories.
More to those sad feelings, scary speculation, and painful evidence.


Hhhh.........
I feel so fragile lately.



Really need to move on quickly, rebuild my life, and neutralize my feelings for him.
Wish me a great luck ;;)