Sometimes we miss something, and we really want to repeat that thing. But on my case, I miss something that I don't wanna experience anymore. I know there are thousands of people feel the same with mine. Well, I'm on a random situation. Don't know what to do, and don't wanna do what I have to. Complicated ya? My sentence. What I'm currently thinking of is about life. Life, life, and all problems that full-filled this life. My life is not only mine. A lot of people involve. I've ever read all of Raditya dika's book. On one of his book, he told about his teacher. His teacher asked him what the definition of life is. Anyone could answer?

Life consists of happiness, sadness, laugh, tears, trouble, anger, hatred, boredom, regret, love, family, friends, money, and I can't even mention all parts of my life. Dan coba bayangin, (dan gua udah muak pake bahasa inggris hahaha) waktu semua bagian dari hidup lo udah jadi satu, seolah-olah lo ngga bisa lepas dari itu semua, semuanya hilang. Hilang dan diganti yg baru. Pisah sama sahabat-sahabat lo, dan dapet temen-temen baru. Pisah sama sekolah yang lama, harus susah lagi adaptasi di sekolah yg baru, dan waktu lo dateng ke sekolah lama lo buat silaturahmi, lo diusir. Waktu dulu lo bisa main kapan aja, sekarang all you have to do is study.

Gimana coba rasanya saat semua bagian dari diri kita direnggut dan dikasih suatu hal yang bener-bener baru. I personally am, tired of this whole new life. Weits, itu omongan gua pas awal-awal loh ya sekarang mah udah beda meeen <3 Butuh waktu lama loh buat adaptasi sama semua itu, emang sih yang gua dapet bukan hari-hari suram yg menyedihkan, tapi temen-temen baru yang asik yang peduli sama gua dan bisa bikin gua ketawa. But it seemed different. I didn't say I don't like, just different. And I felt a bit awkward hahaha.

Tapi sekarang I just opened my eyes that every little thing on my life is important. Those tasks, exams, and a lot of assignments from my school are the complement of my current life. Hmm coba pikir, tanpa tugas apa yang lo lakuin kalo malem? Nonton tv? Iyasih, tapi lama-lama lo bosen kan. Terus kalo ngga ada ulangan, kapan mau belajar? Gua cuma mencoba menjalani semuanya tanpa ngeluh, but the fact, I stil complain for every difficulty I got *blushing*.

And if we do it sincerely, all the things in this world are gonna be easy <3 We will find a lot of problems but there's nothing we can't do :D

Okay, let's go back to the main idea :)

What's happiness?
Is it laugh? Is it smile? Is it love?




I know it's way more precious than thousands of laugh.